IN

"I am gonna live like tomorrow doesn't exist, I am gonna swing from the chandelier" That chorus is swimming in my mind. Life has been coming in, I have my arms open. In my mind I feel a change. There is more room for all that I am seeing. The things I am seeing are glorious. The things I am feeling are even better. Times late at night when all the lights are out, I feel so alive. I smiled outside and deep inside. Tears rolled down my face from all my emotions. It was electric. I felt wild and beautiful. Outside is where I have been. I let my eyes swallow all they can, it saturates my heart and becomes part of my soul. Green trees, jade water, clear water, colorful flowers, sky, sun, moon, and clouds. Oh the clouds...I stop and stare, I fall in love with them everyday. A couple of days ago T and I went on a hike. We walked through Aspens and Pines. Along the way were lovely flowers of every color. As we walked we laughed. Our hike opened up into a large meadow bowl surrounded by mountains. The sight made me stop dead in my tracks. My heart sent a thankful prayer. It was perfect. I did a headstand so I could touch the sky with my feet while watching the mountains upside down. In my headstand I let out a pure joy laugh again and again. On the way back I had a moment that I felt wild and beautiful again and then I kissed T in the rain. More and more I let everything amaze me and take root in me. As I have been doing this, I have noticed that I am much happier. Just the other night I was standing in my kitchen in T's shirt, making him a lunch and the biggest smile grew on my face. Happy. So I continue to open my heart to life and I am seeing the real things that actually matter.